Areta
When I signed up for the Upper Room Programme in November, I didn’t know what to expect out of it; I only knew that I wanted to learn more about my faith. My spiritual journey had always felt somewhat incomplete, and I was eager to delve deeper into understanding and strengthening my beliefs. The programme promised a unique blend of learning and service, which intrigued me, although I had no idea how profound the impact would be.
During the programme, we’ve had many sessions that have not only given me insight into my faith but also prepared me for our journey to Lourdes to serve the Red Caps as chaplains. Each session was meticulously designed to help us explore different aspects of our spirituality, understand the essence of service, and grow as individuals. We engaged in deep theological discussions, participated in reflective prayer sessions, and learned practical skills for pastoral care. These experiences collectively equipped us with the tools needed to serve others with empathy and compassion.
Initially, I was not so keen on going to Lourdes because it was something way out of my comfort zone, and I even considered opting out of the pilgrimage. The idea of embarking on such a significant journey, especially to a place renowned for its spiritual significance and the sheer number of pilgrims it attracts, was intimidating. I had never undertaken anything like this before, and the thought of being in a new environment, responsible for the spiritual and emotional well-being of others, was daunting. However, a part of me was also curious about the place that so many people year after year go to, so I pushed myself and was so glad I did!
Arriving in Lourdes, I was immediately struck by the palpable sense of devotion and hope that filled the air. The town, with its serene ambience and the constant hum of prayers, felt like a sanctuary.
A huge part of my role as a chaplain was serving in red caps in any way possible. We had a group of a few red caps and had team meetings every day where we would pray together, talk more about our faith, and go to adoration together. Our days were filled with activities centred around service and spiritual enrichment. I was pleasantly surprised by not only the dedication these red caps had towards their pilgrims but also their spiritual growth throughout the week. Each day, I witnessed small but significant transformations in our group. The red caps, who initially seemed shy and unsure, gradually opened up, sharing their thoughts, struggles, and experiences. Our daily prayers and reflections became a cornerstone of our time in Lourdes, fostering a deep sense of community and mutual support.
Seeing people like myself getting closer to their faith has made me even more passionate and in need of wanting more. The experience was profoundly moving and left a mark on my heart. I realized that faith is not just a personal journey but a collective experience where we support and uplift each other. The bonds we formed, the stories we shared, and the prayers we offered together were testament to the power of faith and community.
My time in Lourdes, serving as a chaplain, was transformative. It not only deepened my own faith but also ignited a desire to continue this path of service and spiritual growth. The Upper Room Programme and the pilgrimage to Lourdes have been more than just a journey; they have been a revelation, showing me the beauty of faith, the strength of community, and the joy of serving others.
Thierry
At first, the idea of coming to Lourdes as a youth chaplain was somewhat nerve-wracking. I wasn’t quite sure what to expect. The unknown of spending a week in a completely new place with a group of people I didn’t know so well was certainly daunting but I’m so glad I chose to step out of my comfort zone and experience something completely new. I am fortunate to have been on pilgrimage a few times in the past but this was my first time doing so in a capacity of service to others. In all honesty, I had never really put myself out there at the service of others in general. I guess this was at the root of my initial anxiety and yet it was that element which made the whole experience so special in the end.
I was immediately struck by the sheer generosity and determination of the Redcaps. Seeing a group of teenagers, many of which were not practicing catholics, taking time out of their summer to serve others was really heart-warming. Their mission was to serve and care for the assisted pilgrims and mine, as part of the chaplaincy team, was to serve and care for them. I have to say it was their wholehearted generosity and love which inspired (and sometimes challenged!) me to carry out my own role in a similar way.
Our role was very varied, but beyond helping with logistics, assisting with wheelchairs and leading daily reflection or adoration, we were there simply to be a guiding and open presence that they could turn to, with their doubts, stories, achievements and everything in between. Their openness was so refreshing and they were genuinely curious about faith. Their questions were always so thoughtful and profound as the week progressed and I would often pass them onto the priests to see how they would respond. I would always come away having learnt something new thanks to their questions.
What was most rewarding for me was seeing how the Redcaps changed and progressed over the course of our time there. Whether it was the small things like seeing them sit closer and closer to the front during mass to the big things like seeing some go to confession for the first time in several years despite previous hesitation, it was evident that many of them had a powerful experience and were beginning to explore their faith more deeply.
On the last night, it was around midnight when I was sitting alone at the grotto before travelling home the next day. I had been there for a while and yet felt compelled to stay. I suddenly felt a tap on the shoulder and it was three of the redcaps in my group who had chosen to come over to the grotto instead of the youth social. They asked if they could sit and share their intentions with me and we all prayed together for a while. Just before heading off, one of them told me that their time in Lourdes had encouraged them to be confirmed and that they wanted to return as a chaplain next time. Playing a small role in his faith journey by sharing my god-given talents, and being a vehicle for the Holy Spirit for all the Redcaps in this extraordinary place was truly gratifying. Seeing our Lord at work through these young people made my own pilgrimage experience so uniquely special and I can’t wait to go back next time!